Help Through Trials

Hello everybody!!

   Another great week with lots of growing trials. hahah. To start off i want to let everyone know that if you are assigned the prayer in sacrament you must also write a talk just in case haha. So Saturday i was asked to say the prayer in Korean for the Whole Zone (80 missionaries). So that night i prayed about what i wanted to say and felt that i was ready to pray. So Sunday comes and i give the opening prayer and it went great! Then while thinking how everyone must think im so good at Korean i hear "elder Hunsaker will give us the second talk today on Faith in Jesus Christ'" I was in disbelief and had nothing ready to say on that topic and especially had no idea how to say it in Korean. So in a  moments notice i found myself up in front of the whole zone trying my best to speak on Faith in Christ. It went ok, but i was crushed. i was so mad at myself for being unprepared and as soon as the meeting was over i was in a the cleaning closet balling my eyes out  feeling so imbarrassed and ashamed to God and the Zone. I was taking that experience wrong in every way. I didnt realize that maybe Gods trying to telling me something or push me in a way i had never experienced before. I still Dont know everything that i was supposed to learn but i already have a dozen things i am changing and working on just from that one experience. 
 Also T-minus 9 days until Korea!! We all got out flight plans and it still doesnt seem real haha. Kinda nervous but ready to serve!
  Love and miss you all! God Speed.
   Elder Hunsaker
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